Why I am So cRueL???

KnPa CeeH agKoe jaHaD beUd??
aPaKah agKu agKu mCiie PnTeS waD iDuPh?? waD eNjOy tHiS lIfe??
WhaT I've sEcOnD cHanCe GoD??? FoR cHanGe mY aTtitUde
UtK agKu bZa beRbuAd baEg ma mReKa.....
Phie, the acT, I JUST QUITE!!!!!!
agKu gAg bRuSaHa waD LbiH baEg... eanK aDa, agKu mLah TnbaH cRueL, aNd cmaKint cRueL!!
SbEneRnya, agKu gAg mO khiLanGaNt mReKa. LbiH baEg agKu ajja eanK pRgi mNinggaLkant mReKa. dRipaDa agKu hyUz mLihaT oLanK" eanK agKu cynK_i pRgi mNinggaLKant agKu..
aQuwH bnCi mReKa, mreKa SeRinK mnyaKiTi mReKa.
BuT wHy??? They aRe aLwayS LoVe m??
I WANT TO CHANGE GOD....
HELP ME.......!!!!!!

deMoN in mY heaRt